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Stark
08-03-2010, 10:22 AM
Are there any AC members that can actually testify of this behaviour taken place in the russian army?

All wars are hell, but some hells are worse than others. If Arkady Babchenko is to be believed, Russian conscripts fighting their country"s long, shambolic war in Chechnya suffered more at the hands of their own people than those of the enemy. Almost daily, young soldiers were sadistically beaten by veterans. Everything not screwed down, including arms and ammunition, was sold in the marketplace, often to the Chechen separatists the army was supposed to be fighting. Officers were at best bunglers, at worst monsters. Almost everyone was drunk, nearly all the time.

"The first time I really got beaten up was on May 9. Victory Day," recounts the author, a law-school graduate who went to Chechnya in 1996, aged 18. "The reconnaissance boys kicked us out of our beds and beat us the whole night. Towards morning they got tired of that and ordered us to do squats on the floor. We sat down, pressed up tightly against each other, and our mingled sweat ran down our legs, dripped onto the bare floorboards and soon formed a pool beneath us. Andy also dripped pus and blood into the mix as his sores opened up again."

We know much less about the modern Russian army at war than we do about the Americans in Vietnam, or the British in Iraq. But what we do know suggests that Babchenko"s story is true. Russia today has suddenly become a rich country, on the back of its huge oil and gas reserves. But almost nothing in Putin"s universe works. His country cannot build a car or toaster that any westerner would accept as a free gift. The birth rate is plummeting, gangsterism is endemic, alcoholism a national disease. A deep anger pervades Russian society, as the people strive to understand why the West has so much, while they seem to have so little. "We have a saying," a girl tourist guide in St Petersburg said to me sadly a couple of years ago, "that one has to be very unlucky to be born in Russia."

It is entirely credible, therefore, that the Russian army is a brutish, demoralised, drunken rabble, whose conduct in Chechnya has been worse than in Afghanistan, and even less effective. Babchenko describes how a tragic herd of Russian mothers descended on a base in the Caucasus, searching for their sons missing in action. "Before setting off on foot to Chechnya with their photos, they have to look through a mountain of corpses in the refrigerators at the station and in the tents. Constant shrieks and moans can be heard from there and the mothers have aged 10 years when they are led out."
Soldiers refer to badly burnt corpses as "smoked goods" and the morgues as "canning factories". The author says: "We heal ourselves with cynicism, preserve our sanity this way so as not to go completely out of our minds." Some new recruits lacked boots, and were obliged to shovel snow in army-issue slippers. The soldiers were often sick and always hungry, for their rations were grossly inadequate as well as inedible. Desertion was commonplace. Drink and drugs were the only palliatives.

The fate of those who fell into Chechen hands was unspeakable. Yakoviev, one of the author"s comrades, disappeared during the storming of Grozny. He was later found in a cottage cellar by the military police: "The rebels had slit him open like a tin of meat, pulled out his intestines and used them to strangle him while he was still alive. On the neatly whitewashed wall above him, written in his blood, were the words "Allah akbar" - God is great."

One critic has compared Babchenko"s book to Catch-22 and Michael Herr"s Dispatches. This seems fanciful, for it is repetitive, often incoherent and riddled with clichés. So was the war he is trying to describe, the author might say. But the best narratives of conflict convey its chaos and misery much more reflectively. Despair is the pervasive theme. Here was a teenager thrust into a predicament that carried him to the edge of madness even before he entered the combat zone. He was borne down by the anarchy prevailing in his own army. Each rank exercised a right to assault the one below: colonels punched majors, captains kicked lieutenants, NCOs reduced the faces of privates to bloody pulp.

Yet Babchenko never explains a notable mystery about his experience: after surviving as a conscript, he returned to Chechnya in 2000 as a volunteer, a "contract soldier". It was then his turn to beat young soldiers. He bears witness to the savagery of Russian military operations, and indeed describes his own descent into casual violence and killing civilians.

About 1m Russians have served in Chechnya over the past decade. Babchenko says that they returned from the ordeal consumed with hatred for authority, indeed for the world. He describes the cripples, their bodies wrecked in the war, who haunt the Moscow subway, singing as they beg: "They sing terribly, but that doesn"t bother them. They hate the people they are singing for. They see the world from below, and not just because they only have half of their bodies left, but because half of their souls are gone, too."

Babchenko"s narrative is weakened by its bitterness. It is written in the voice of a man who discovered no hint of redemptive quality in his experience. The book makes no attempt to analyse the war in which he played his part. It merely recounts the thoughts and deeds of a humble footsoldier caught in a military maelstrom. If this is how today"s Russian army seems to those at the sharp end, then Putin"s soldiers are more deserving of pity than of the fear that their president"s sabre-rattling is designed to inspire in the rest of us.

Stark
08-03-2010, 10:53 AM
Another good one

Fire! Smoke cutting my eyes. The APC is burning. I am burning! Cartridge boxes bursting. Must get out, jump now! I can't! My legs! My legs are caught! I am burning!!! The pain!!! No!!! Harley! Harley, you fucker!!! Pull me out!!! Can"t stand any more!!!

"Den! Den!"

I sit bolt upright on the bed. At home. The sheet is wet, I am wet too. I'm drenched in sweat, damn it.

"You're keeping me awake again. You're shouting in your sleep."

It's my brother. We share a room. He hasn't had a quiet night since my discharge. Unless you count the nights when I don't come home. But that isn't often.

"Sorry, Serge."
"It's OK..."

I go to the bathroom, put my head under the tap. I don't want to sleep any more. I wouldn"t sleep at all if I had the choice. Mum asks why I drink so much. 'Cause I don't dream when I collapse drunk, that's why.

It is cool in the kitchen, the top window is always open. I stand by the window, light a cigarette and look out at the night.

"Good luck, Mucks!"
"Good luck, Den!"
"Hope it all works out for you!"
"Good luck, Den!"
"Good luck!"
"Good luck..."

Mucks, they called me in the regiment. First it was Mucker, and then they shortened it to Mucks. I was respected in the regiment. For what? Dunno. Maybe because I tried to be... well, to be fair, I suppose... to be reliable... to be... It didn"t always work, but at least I tried. To be human. Not a Rottweiler. Many in our brigade turned into Rotts, real beasts, who didn't care what they savaged - a wolf, another person, their own puppy. Rotts were respected too - respected because feared. I saw how the faces of the young conscripts changed when they heard Mamai's voice. Though Mamai isn't really a bad lad. He has just lost it. He was shell-shocked three times, not badly, but still three damn times. The slightest touch sets him off, like a good motorbike. There was some bullying in our regiment but nothing like what I found when I first joined the brigade. I had done four months by then. And I waltzed my way to the brigade, like a dork. There weren't many Rotts in our regiment, most of them were in the SpecOps: the Special Operations Group. Their commander was a real Rott.

I got the send off... They gave me a good send off. I remember vaguely how they opened the gates, put a clean towel under my feet. To wipe my feet clean. A daft tradition, really. They took me all together to the bus station, put me on the bus. I remember getting off for a slash in Budennovsk. I was nearly sober by Pyatigorsk. My head was thumping, so I went to the station buffet and had some more vodka. I wasn't going straight home at the moment. I was going to relatives in Cherkessk first. When I was ready to go home, striking miners in Rostov blocked the railway, knocking their helmets on the rails in protest. So I figured that if I took the train I'd maybe only get home in three months. I wish I could go by train - just like to travel that way. But that would be much too long, so I went and got a ticket for the plane. A silver bird with silver wings.

At the airport in Minvodi I went out in the porch for a smoke. There was a captain there, He said:

"Hello there, rekky."
"Hello," I said.
"Going home?"

We got chatting. He turned out to be the chief military officer at the airport.
"A quick hundred grams?" he said.
"Why not?"

I had four hours till the plane. And after fist hundred grams there was more and more. And much more. So they just had to load me on board, like special cargo. I slept the whole flight. Got out of the plane, walked to the terminal. And as I came out of the terminal, walking to the bus stop, I heard them call me. My father and brother. Holy shot! My brother had grown up so much in two years... I didn't even recognize him at first.

We went home. Home! Where we all wanted to go, where all our dreams were. Home sweet home. "The wind'll whistle it behind the barracks, the carrier clanks its tracks: 'Home! Time to go home!'" What a lovely song. Home...

I wandered around the flat like a lost soul, remembering how I had lived there two years ago. In a past life.

"Can't sleep?"
My mother. She smelt the tobacco smoke. I forgot to shut the kitchen door.
"Yeah, mum, can't sleep."
"Another bad dream?"
"No, mum, I am fine. Just don"t feel like sleeping. Everything is OK, mum. Go to bed."

"You've been in the army?"
"Yes, here"s my service card."
"That's good, we need people with army experience. Where were you?"

I had come about a job. To a private security company. A job as a security guard. I saw the advertisement. The first month I drank non-stop. Then the money ran out. I was ashamed to take money from my parents, but I took it anyway. Not for booze - for cigarettes and other little things. I got about four calls in the month from various police branches - the beat, home and office security. I told them all the same thing - sorry, I have given the Interior Ministry two years and that is enough, I'll look for something else.

"In the internal troops."
"Where exactly?"

I didn't want to go back to college, but mum persuaded me. Objectively, I'm no longer fit to be a student. But she persuaded me, so I re-registered. On an accounting course, for fuck's sake. I finished two years of the economics faculty and went back to fourth-year accounting. I don't envy the firm that takes me as accountant.

"In reconnaissance."
"A-a-a... Reconnaissance? Special training, hand-to-hand?"
"Yep. Special training and hand-to-hand."
"Well well well... you were on combat missions as part of a unit...?" He read my service card further. "Meaning... You fought?"
"Sure."
"Sorry, we can"t take you."
My jaw hit the floor.
"Why?!"
"Well... You all come back from there funny in the head, and we handle firearms. Who knows what crazy stuff you might do with a real pistol."

I looked at this jerk in specs without saying anything. He started to fidget, seemed to feel awkward. I suppose he thought that he was about to get a dose of behavioral inadequacy "from there." I burst out laughing. I remembered the crazy stuff I did with machine guns. A REAL pistol... as if those machine guns were toys. I slept with my rifle and went to the toilet with it for fucking two years. And he talks about a real pistol, by God! I was bent double, crying with laughter. The jerk must have thought I was having hysterics. What if he tries slapping my face, I thought. The thought bent me even further. I took out a handkerchief and wiped my eyes. The twat offered me a glass of water, meaning 'drink this you'll feel better'. I got up, thanked him for our interesting and rewarding conversation, emptied the glass over his neatly combed head, took my documents and left.

"I want to go home! Mucks, do you know how good it is at home? Do you know how they miss me there?"
"I know, Harley, I know it all right. They miss me too."

Total bullshit. No one missed me. Except family. Civilian life, which I had been dying to get back to for two years, which I thought and dreamt of, turned out real shitty. You haven't got any money? You haven't got what it takes. You were in the army? You couldn't get out of it, you thickhead. You were in the war? You total loser.

There were friends, who were glad to see me back, but we don"t understand each other any more.
"Tell us, what is war like?"
"Is it frightening?"
"Did you kill anyone?"
"What is that like?"
"Tell us..."

I told them. When I was drinking, when I was half-numb. During one session I told them why it is better to strangle a guard than to cut his throat, and after that the girl I liked stopped seeing me. She just put the phone down and didn't answer the door. I suppose she didn't like the physiological details.

Once we were drinking in a student hostel on the edge of town. We went to the neighbouring room for some reason, and the neighbours turned out to be Chechens. I was sitting bare to the waist, drinking vodka, not saying anything. One of the Chechens poured wine in my glass and I threw the glass out of the window. I don't remember why I didn't leave. Probably because my friends were there. I suppose that's why. So I just sat and took it. One of the Chechens pointed to my dog tags - 'death tickets', we called them - and said: 'Next time you come, take it off at the door'. I snapped. They had to drag me out. Good job they did, or I'd have killed him and gone down. For a Chechen.

I switch on the kettle, light another cigarette, remember to close the door this time.

When I got to Cherkessk I went for a walk around the town. I used to go there every summer, until 1994. It is a quiet, green place. It has its charm. You walk down the street lined with apricot trees, plum trees, mulberry. You can climb up a tree and eat as much as you like.

I was waiting at the stop for a trolleybus. Bang, bang! The diesel backfiring on a lorry. I reacted like one of Pavlov's dogs - jumped into the bushes straightaway, feeling for my rifle. I was ten seconds feeling for it before I realized how stupid I looked. There were several people at the stop, all staring at me. I can imagine how it must have looked - a lad is standing there, suddenly he jumps in the bushes, like he is having a fit, and peeps out at them. I got up, dusted my trousers, put on an indifferent look, as if I had done it on purpose. I didn't get on the trolleybus, I walked instead. My ears must have been glowing red.

Later, in my hometown I was walking in the park with a girl. The one who didn't like hearing about knobbling guards, as I learnt later. She didn't understand why I suddenly stopped, said to her 'Freeze!', stood like that a few seconds, then laughed and walked on. I didn't explain: I had taken a rusty bit of metal with wires coming out for a booby trap.

At least dogs like me. And I like them. The more I get to know about people, the more I like dogs. I don't like people, at all. People in general. With very few exceptions. I can't like people who say to me: "You couldn't get out of the army? You must be poor, and if you are poor you are dumb." I can't like people who say to me: "You are still young and wet behind the years. When you been around as long as me..." I can't like people who eat in expensive restaurants every day. Even if it is only me being envious, even if I am told that they earn their money honestly. All the same I can't like them. I can't like people who can hit a dog. I can't like people with empty eyes.

I won't die young, I know that. Because it's too late for me to die young. I am not young any more. "We're twenty seven, and you can't wash our souls clean with vodka or water" as Crematorium sing. I haven't even got to twenty five, when my passport photo had to be replaced. But I am not young any more. I don't say that to anyone 'cause they would laugh. I don't like people who laugh at me. And I don't like people who feel sorry for me.

I don't like myself either.
But, please, no pity. Leave yourself a chance.

Toki
08-03-2010, 08:55 PM
PTSD is frightening. I've been told it takes a year or two for you to recoup back into civilian life.